Tough day

My husband is leaving town tommorrow again.... He has been gone most of the month and I'm ready to pull my hair out. I feel a sense of entitlement when he's gone this is my inner monolouge."I deserve to eat out tonight the kids don't eat when I cook anyway". Then it's 5 days and thousands of calories later and I'm beating myself up! I've got to accept the reality of things. My husband is gone at least 50% of the time every month this month it has been about 80%. And eating everything in sight is not going to change that!