Wow........

I hope this is a joke! I have to agree. I am not a liar and I do not cheat! I had a great week until yesterday then it was out of my control! forced myself to work out BIG MISTAKE! Then missed 2 meals and a snack because I was to sick to eat. Have to say the scale doesn't lie I'm down 11 pounds! Strangely enough I was just thinking about how much I missed you on the blog this game Jodi! I will be your support! I totally get how your brain works because mine works the same way! I was just commenting to Lori that I'm suprised that the devil hasn't come out in me. Usually by this point in the game I'm ready to throw in the towell because honestly I want to win too! I get discouraged because there are some days when I don't give a rats about anything or anyone! I have a tendency to have an all or nothing mentality. The last game we played I was right where you are! I never wanted to play again because the game just became something else for me to fail at. I am embaressed to say I started this game 14 pounds heavier thatn the start of the last game. I am not even down to where I was at the start of the last game! That was my rock bottom. So when I decided to play again. I decided it wasn't about anyone else but me. If I shove my face full of food it's no one's fault but mine! I am so sorry you are frustrated and have felt unsupported. If you want someone to cuss at lets go for a run and I'll listen! Jodi your are my favorite and I love you! I get it! score 1000